Roller-Coaster

Our perception about right and wrong is forever changing.What i once thought was
wrong,slowly became something which i didnt see as wrong,but abstained myself
and then after some time went on to try it myself.I no longer feel what i did was
wrong,but i suffer from guilt pangs coz parents and society may not necessarily
think of it as right.I feel as if in some way i have let them down and yet i know
i did no wrong.

It was yet another day,another stab in the back and I was feeling very depressed.
I reluctantly went to a friend’s treat which also involved ice skating.There I was hanging
on to dear life!!!!!!Very scared to leave the edge,I stood there watching in amazement
how my friends(All of them were trying ice skating the first time!!!)were brave enough
to let go of the edge and started skating.True,they fell and were hurt,yet they continued
bravely and were soon skating really well.

I finally let go and slowly started moving away from the edge and tried balancing myself.
Thud!!I fell on my butt :)Ouch!! that hurt…I got up and tried again…
soon i could to some extent skate and it was an amazing experience.Thats when it hit me.

Its ok to fall,to get hurt.Its all a part of life.If I continue to lead my life inside my shell,
I may protect myself from getting hurt,but I would also miss out on all the love
and warmth of a few genuine ppl.I would miss out on all the good things,
if i continued to get scared of all the bad ones……

Here’s to my attempt to have my faith restored in humanity again……